- She will learn through the hardway -

She realised something, after so many years. Or rather She choose to realise something recently.. What is He doing? She has been helping him so much, yet did He appreciate all?
Due to this, She made her frens angry, frustrated.
Her friends have no idea why She seems so worried when He needs her help. All her friends just dont like him.
But, She just dont like other guys.. Her expectations r there.. Though She knows that He's bad, She still want to guide him - as a plain friend.
Things will change, the feelings took 3 years to fade. She will learn, through the hardway.

i enjoy my 1st day of holiday..
like i've said..
went sch, went golf, just now went to find juntian.. to get his pics n signature..
then went to blk85, a newly opened malay coffeeshop for supper... he insisted on treating me.. his gf (yiming) went along also..
luckily when we chat bout golf, the ice broke.. haha.. she was quite quiet b4 that.. after that, we were talking quite abit.. somemore, jt wanna try.. then all the disturbs, etc..

tomorrow no work still.. morning going to acc gma to CGH to do eye checkup.. then not sure if she wanna go do her specs.. if not, after that if still early, i can go practise golf.. and evening time, ktv with xian.. mayb got jt.. not sure still..

anyhow, holidays r great! love it..

Monday, March 28, 2005

ok, just pics for this post..
hehe..

went sch with lydia at 1pm.. to submit the report.. stay with her to format her laptop..
i thought of buying another laptop.. i've asked the people @mel, they say no problem.. as long as we can prove we're NP students.. haha!
prays daddy allow.. my laptop is getting old..

she took some ugly pics for me.. which apparently, she finds it so cute n nice.. -_-"

what u peeps think? *faint*

ok, my latest hairstyle.. hehe! no much changes lah..



seriously, i think i'm pretty vain uh.. haha!

ok, some easter eggs that my overseas colleagues gave me when they r in town.. damn yummy loh!


and this top, i bought it from m)phosis that day.. hows it? hehe! quite unique hor..

Sunday, March 27, 2005

today is a rainy sun-day.

doing nothing but eating the whole day.. was chatting with jt just now.. helping him to fill in the form for SIA Cabin Crew Appointment. write a cover letter.. so tough.. prays ltr lydia will help mi edit.. haha!
alot of things happen to him.. like yesterday nite.. haiz.. quite sad for him..
anyhow, i will not return to OCBC till further notice. coz my form was onli submitted to Grp HR on last thurs.. guess they can onli start processing tml.. so c when loh..

but good lah, i need to return to sch to submit my report. thinking of going bras basah to print the report.. haiz.. i yearn for a laser printer..

yesterday:
nothing much. wasnt feeling quite gd yesterday..
went facial.. so painful during the extractions.. *cries*
then go find lydia at century sq. awhile later, daddy came to fetch me n mummy..
i brought them to parkway fish&co for seafood platter, fish n chips, mussels pasta. haha.. so yummy!

the day before (25 Mar):
met up with lydia n siewyan to shop.. hehe..
1st, went to bugis for a hair-cut.. i've decided to change stylist.. so go REDS.. haha.. was choosing between quite afew, like GinRich, REDS, Monsoon, Toni&Guys.. but settled for the 2nd one.
spent $47.25 there.. haha.. but i do like their service.. as in the haircut n the shampooing of hair.. great job.

then i went to m)phosis to check out the clothes.. bought one from there.. will show u guys another time..
nothing from gg5 though..

and we left for orchard.. pity that 2 gers.. they shopped with me till legs so pain.. haha!
coz i was concentrating on shopping for my stuffs.. my taste n theirs n diff ya.. haha..
we went ck Tang. coz i got $120 shopping vouchers.. haha
then walk around.. came to the gowns dept.. lydia intro me to one nite gown.. tube kind one.. well, this i wont upload.. haha.. coz it gonna be a surprise for everyone..
it cost me.. $179, 70%dist.. $53.70, then i onli pay $3.70 for the gown!!
so proud of myself! haha!
then went FE to shop.. after that, go over to Wheelocks BigO to chat.. lydia's fren working there.. so she wanna go support.. haha..

Friday, March 25, 2005

how true can one gets?

how much will one believes in the other's words?

i dont understand.. i try hard to believe.. i try hard to understand.. yet i've got cheated, indirectly..
oh no, it's to0 serious a word to use.. i'm not cheated, neither have i got cheated indirectly..
i shld try, i believe in it to0 much.. so much so that, i cheated myself..


now i've understand, yet i cant clarify.. i want to know more.. i know i'll indirectly give myself another chance to believe.. i'm always like tt..

no, i'm not depressed.. neither m i angry.. i just dont understand..

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alrite, i've just gotten home.. was at xian's hse playing mahjong.. with zhongyao n wm..
my luck was so down.. so badly till i lost ALL my chips.. and start owing chips.. *faint*
wasnt furious over the money that i've lost.. coz just $20+.. but .. it's the feeling.. or rather the sight of the tiles.. oh my.. *faint faint faint*

hmm.. tell u peeps.. ever since i went tampines OCBC for training.. i've been on diet.. wat diet? 'pouring food into my stomach' diet.. haha.. wat i mean..
believe it or not..
every 1030, 1230, 300.. i'll have food to eat.. and i eat quite alot.. like 300pm, i'll eat 3 chic wings + 2 brownies.. 1030 also the same.. for continuous 2 weeks.. oh manz.. and y.. coz my supervisor also follow my diet.. haha!

now.. we are fat... fat as*.. cries.. haha!
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oh man.. i cant believe.. i've GRADUATED from NgeeAnn Polytechnic..
wat now.. graduated graduated..

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

ok. i'm being bullied indirectly today.. *cries* that's y me n my supervisor get so well, she understands me.. i understand her.. haha! low rank ppl r usually the losers.. but no worries, we always learn how to survive.. haha!

watever, knock off at 5pm today.. training ended at 4++pm today.. great job.. then i went over TM to find one of my colleagues.. shop shop.. got myself a top from NESS. whoa.. damn long nv get clothes already.. miss Sally so much.. i remmeber the days we hangout at mphosis, gg5.. everyday during lunch.. we were so updated with the clothes there.. haha!


then i went to swt secret to buy for my sisters brownies.. cute hor..


oh ya, my supervisor knows i'm crazy over Pooh bear.. and guess wat, she brought a box of candies with pooh wrappers.. haha!


just b4 i leave, some recent pics of myself..
innocent, my long hair, my side view.. *yummy*

Sunday, March 20, 2005

heyhey, lucky in the end.. i lost onli $20.. coz share with xian.. in a whole, we lost $40.. haha.. shanghui lost $22.. wm lost $8.. zhongyao won $70..
they now go supper.. i'm kinda tired.. gotta prepare myself to do report tml.. lydia'll be coming over my place.. hehe..

-gd nite-

whoa whoa! i'm playing mahjong now.. with weiming, zhongyao & shanghui.. xian n me share one account.. seems not doing well!! *cries*
wish me luckie uh!!

Thursday, March 17, 2005

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

oh man.. this is taken from shir's blog.. but i did another quiz..
abit lame uh.. the title.. I AM A GOOD FREN! *faint*
haha.. but i like the elaborations.. nice uh.. hah!

heyhey!
17th Mar is a big day for me!

i'm 1 year with my licence! haha!
but someone (that jt) still say .. you one year? 6th June 2001.. hmm.. how long already uh.. *faint*

whoa! i'm going to get busy with my final report. doom.. i hate that tutor.. my supervisor hates her to0.. to us, she's just rudiculous..

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

hmm.. today spent $10 on carpark fees.. $0.50 lesser compared to yesterday, slightly happier.. haha!
on my way out the carpark - where i've to slot the ticket into the machine, saw one white subaru wrx. haha.. the guy looks gd.. like erm-erm that kind.. haha! whoa.. then eye-contact once, then i left.. haha.. great one.. i love tampines so muchie.. haha! interesting guys all over the place..
oh, this guy might be the one who park bside my car this morning.. shall take note tomorrow. haha! white wrx..

eh.. wat bout today? supposed to go practise golf.. well, damn tired.. and i'm yet to complete my office work.. *cries*
it's like 2 weeks i've stopped playing golf.. this time realli die.. realli die..

oh ya, on my way home.. i saw a merc slk.. 2004's onez.. though not uncommon.. it's pretty common around area.. but i love the color.. whoa! it's like bronze.. best!! i'm just so in love with merc slk!! *screams*

Monday, March 14, 2005

today's my 1st day at tampines OCBC doing training.. the funny thing yesterday, was.. b4 i left.. tian wish me luck for my 1st day at tampines branch. haha! oh ya, lucky marcus is fine now.. was pretty worried bout him during sat.. yesterdae tian suggested a supper with his ger, + marcus.. but i cant.. gotta do my office work, marcus also dont wan.. so i suggest coming fri or wat..

haiz.. the training today was.. slpy mode. haha! well well, tell u peeps something, i find guys at tampines ocbc more handsome! haha! spotted quite afew..
and i drove there.. today b4 i left, i was asked to photocopy notes for tomorrow.. now all of them r left in my car.. -_-

oh ya, yesterdae.. mi n lydia went to the suntec fair.. and guess wat?!
her fren told her the wrong info, leading her kept wanting to go to the fair.. so when i cant go, she was damn angry with mi.. realised that actualli, if her fren tell her correctly, she wont wan to go, we wont have sour frenship for one day. hmm!
but nvm lah.. anyhow, we're back fine again! hehe!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

oh god.. i cant finish wat i'm doing..
nv can i finish.. i'm so tired.. my wrist is pain.. *cries aloud*

and thought of next wkend plan.. my sat n sun r fully booked! out of sudden manz.. haiz.. there's this SMU open hse.. which tian yesterdae nite registered.. so he registered for mi also.. i saw the schedule.. i gotta miss the accountancy talk.. watever it is.. will check with him more details.. as in he confirm going where or wat.. do u guys know bout this open hse thingy? must register..
coz between 2-5pm.. i gotta go dont know where to do IRAS volunteer tax thingy.. with lydia..
faint.. crash.. everything's crash.. how can i satisfy all parties? i wan to go for both.. argh!

anyhow, yesterdae tian suddenly talk to me bout his thinking.. regarding his current gf n ex.. hmm..
watever, gotta continue to do my work..
anyway, for anyone's information.. haha.. the next 2 weeks.. commercing tml.. i'll be at ocbc tampines (the one right bside nissan showroom) for training.. hmm! i'll be driving there! so happy! at last i can rot at home.. slowly.. haha.. drive there.. haha! *happy*
but of coz.. the parking fee.. i'll be parking not at the building, coz that one onli allow seasonal parking.. shld be at telepark.. half hr $0.50.. cheapest.. so 2 weeks.. will cost bout $100... i've decided to fork out on my own.. haha!

this is wat my office work is about.. if u realised.. i'm at cell 101.. gotta continue for like 80 more banks.. nv can i finish.. nv..

at last i'm free for the nite..
thir morning woke up, mummy dragged me to qi's sch's carnival.. then had breakfast @blk85.. then we left for haach - facial.. hmm.. spent another 600++ on another product.. *cries* gotta stop it b4 i scream..

watever, b4 i continue.. can i say..
I'm FEELING VERI BAD NOW!!
SORRY, LYDIA!
this is the 1st time u're angry with mi.. i'm realli sorry, i was 'argh' to bring my office work home to do.. and it's so much that i cant finish.. it's like, got 200 over banks for mi to pluck data out.. and till now, i still got like 80.. i'm trying veri hard..
again, SORRY LYDIA!!
i'm yearning for ur forgiveness.. realli feeling veri bad now, coz this is 1st time u're angry with mi.. and i can feel ur anger..

[cont'd] then i went to meet xian at tampines.. was pretty angry.. coz of some stuffs.. or rather.. veri angry with her.. quarrel with her.. till meixin came.. alrite.. then had ya-kun..
i left for home, when mummy called me..
after awhile, mx & hx decided to come over for mahjong.. sy came along.. my luck was realli down then.. lucky mummy played for mi after that.. and won like $7.. i was away to do my office work then..
then shanghui, wm & his bro came.. still waiting for tian.. so i left to buy my dinner.. had at the food market opp bedok camp.. waited for the gers to finish food.. mi da-pao food back for mi n tian..
and our mahjong onli start at 11pm, instead of planned 9pm.. my luck was real gd..
1st game.. i threw 5-tai to weiming.. hmm..
then after that, was like.. damn power.. haha! for the 3rd game.. tian threw the tile for me to game.. but.. i 'cheated' him indirectly, like lured him to throw that tile, saying i sure dont wan it.. haha.. who knows, i gamed with 4-tai.. he was 'fuming'.. haha! say, he hate ppl cheating on him.. haha.. say i'm the 2nd one who cheat on him.. *lame + faint* and wat i did reminds him of how his ex ailing cheated on him - he caught her smoking.. eh! abit serious.. haha! we were like laughing.. coz it's to0 serious.. but he say the feeling's the same.. hmm!!
ended up.. i won $60++.. then treated them supper..
drove the car out.. then got a complicated stunt to do.. i cant.. haha.. then got down.. tian took over..
now i'm back home..
going to start my work real soon.. hope tml can finish by 4pm.. then hope lydia would wan to let mi find her.. but anyhow, i still need to practise golf tml evening.. *cries*

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

hmm! i'm back with ALL the pics!
haha.. just now, mi n lydia walked from bugis to douby gaut. *faint* unbelievable.. we actually did that.. haha.. just to search for SIC.

i made her waited for 30mins outside my office banking hall. haha! definitely not on purpose, i did some mistake.. so gotta re-do uh.. haha.. so we choose to have dinner at caltex hse there instead of marche. hehe..
went to a pizza restaurant @caltex hse b1.
just 2 of us, ordered one pizza, one basket of calamari, one cabonara, one caesar salad & a can of diet cola.. haha! spent like $12each. *faint*



alrite, after settling SIC stuffs.. we walk over to douby gaut.. decided to go Bakers' Inn to chat awhile.. we shared 2 servings of Jasmine tea, and she ordered one bowl of ginger milk pudding.. which she cant finish, and feel like puking. haha!
some pics i took over there.. looks veri nice in lydia's hp.. but not as much here n in my hp.. *cries*



oh ya, pics taken during the buffet @suntec on sun..
alot hor.. just 2 of us.. *faint*


also.. went to the fair to buy the abercrombie tees.. they have no changing room.. so i have to hide at one corner to try.. onli tried one.. the rest just measure.. haha


hmm.. lets go abit more backwards.. haha..
pics taken on fri.. we went jap rest for dinner, then coffee club..
she ordered katsu don, i had katsu curry..





after that at coffee club.. look at the queue manz.. madness! haha!

c lydia.. trying to slp.. oh, no.. she get 'drowsy' after having her earl grey vanilla drink.. *lame*

we shared this rum & raisin cake.. but cant taste the rum at all..

few pics taken there.. hehe!



alright, slp time! nitey!!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

whoa! today is one of my most tiring tues - not bcoz there's alot of work to be done @office, but bcoz i didnt slp enough! haha!
i slpt @2am yesterdae nite, or rather this morning.. chatted with jt, sally & chris.. haha! wah lau.. cant imagine! fyi, i usually slp at 11pm. haha..
c my face at 12midnite when i was going online..


anyway, yesterdae went to buy one gg>5 pants.. my 1st white pants.. haha!! i just love the cutting + design, i cant get to try the black color onez.. coz whole spore no more stock for my size. but anyway, white is nicer compared to black..



think i'm going to slp soon.. swt drms peeps!

Sunday, March 06, 2005

heyhey!! just returned from suntec.. drove there.. tell u wat, for the past 2 weekends + today.. i've been going suntec. *faint*.. haha! and i forever park at the same lot! love it.. haha!
hmm.. supposed to just go for the career fair.. oh, with lydia this time.. but ended up, we saw a little sign showing us to a branded apparel sale.. haha! we followed, and i spent 50bucks there.. while lydia spent 10bucks.. coz i bought 3 tees, free one.. she took the one, but paid me 10bucks.. well, one for just 19.90.. cheap uh!




then proceed to the career fair.. looked around.. after that, we decided to go to the buffet at level 1.. right below the convention centre.. haha! best, cheap + food quite ok. hehe!
oh ya, i went to buy a top from gg>5, wanted to get a white pants to0.. but it was the last piece, and was kind dirty.. while no stock for black.. *cries* tml will go china sq there to check.. hehe!


mi n lydia @the buffet..



still got alot of pics.. but at lydia there.. will wait for her to send then i upload.. hehe!

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