juz woke up.. erm.. feeling : no mood (no special mood)
ok, chatted with xian at around 12+ yesterday nite, her words forced mi to cry out loud. soon, her mum wanna use the phone.. so hang up with her.
went to rest on my bed.. peiying asked if wanna chat. well, thnkx! i wanted a rest at that moment.. lydia replied mi soon after that to0, saying that she love mi alot.. pei, peiying & her love mi alot. *dropped a tear again - thinking: everyone can love mi, y cant him*
well, then xian msged mi.. saying that i shld take a gd rest and follow wat my heart wans.. i replied, saying that i guess i'll continue to wait.

came out with this conclusion this morning when i woke up: i'll continue to wait for him.. in the meanwhile, looking for another guy (of the same type.. so i guess it'll be as tough). but these wont be my 1st piorities for this 3 mths.. i gonna concentrate on my studies, projects, and enjoying my life (sing ktv, taking neoprints, etc). i'll leave all the love thoughts behind 1st and stay cheerful alwayz. *well, i guess my mood cant alwayz juz being decide by him rite* i'll continue to trust GOD n pray to him every now n then that someone special will come into my life. thnkx!

i guess this gonna be the way.. unless something changed my decision again.

Friday, January 30, 2004

juz received a news.. i dont know how to face it - he's attached. suddenly~ at least to me.

and xian knew it long ago. i couldnt say that i felt cheated, but.. i dont know~
i dont know whether i'm feeling sad or wat.. i juz dont know how to face it. i'm tired.. realli..


GOD is not helping me.. Please!
i dont know y i cant cry out loud. i need to. i guess i gotta keep myself occupied from now. i dont wan to see anyone related to him.. watever! i wan to sing ktv.. sing out loud!
ok, ppl.. please wish mi luck.. i hope for lotsa happiness.. in terms of family, academic & relationship!

Thursday, January 29, 2004

æI've juz completed B.Law elearning.. pondering whether to do the tutorial anot.. hope tml the tutor wont discuss loh.. hehee...well, did a french painting on my nails juz now when i returned home.. quite satisfied.. haha, 1st attempt leh!
æCall xian juz now.. chatted quite long.. well, explained to her all my thoughts.. guess she cant imagine how/why i'm behaving this way.. think, i'm now in the middle of falling into a deep n narrow pit. falling & falling~ as long as someone throws a rope for me to catch, i wont fall to the bottom. but, if i reached the bottom.. there's nothing to rescue me.
æWell, this's onli for mi to know.. mayb some of u to/might understand~
æI'm tired of such life.. realli hoping that there'll be a rope for me, soon.
æWell, dont know wat to do tml after sch.. ya! tml lunch time going to my daddy's office to have buffet lunch.. its their 24th anniversary & moving-office ceremony.. (something like tt lah)~ then daddy will b on the newspaper tml.. hehe! well, his co put up an advertisement on the straits times ( a full page leh! haha!) telling the whole world that they've moved to a bigger factory cum office! i'm veri veri proud of my daddy's success, of coz, with the help of everyone in the co.
æI'm still wondering if i shld go australia to study. partly is bcoz of the amt of $ going to spend there.. and the other part is, i'll miss everyone here!
æBut i'm pretty certain, if i'm attached by then with a good guy, i'll not go over to study.. hehee!
æWell, watever it is.. wish mi luck! i hope to get wat i wan! please!

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

i'm feeling veri hungry now.. no kidding.. and my mummy supposed to bring food home for us to eat.. guess KFC n stuffs.. hehe.. i'll be enjoying them ltr.. but now! i gotta endure! so decided to blog..
hehehe!
hmm..well, this afternoon.. juz decided with peiying to go sing KTV on valentine's day. erm.. dont know to say happy or sad.. happy bcoz i have a date n i can sing KTV (my all time fav!).. sad bcoz i'll be with a ger.. i mean, valentine's day is -usually- supposed to celebrate with ur dearest dear~ agree? but nvm.. i know i'll enjoy.. ;)
erm.. i was thinking whether to msg him anot, to ask him out on v.day *even at least to sing KTV together - he loves to sing*.. i try to think of all the possibilities: whether he can make it or has a date.. i'm still pondering~
well, yesterdae lydia n i discussed bout projects.. realised that we've a total of 8 projects to hand in for this sem.. its alot! and 2 weeks after v.day will be common test week.. i'm still so blur bout all the modules! how to survive?!!


hmm.. i still haven tell my parents that i've come across one uni in australia.. seriously, i'll miss everything n everyone here if i ever go.. i hope to bring everyone n everything along! (i know i'm selfish to think this way.. but.. i'm sure u guys will understand how i think) -_-


okie! mi shall stop & go downstair to wait for my mummy!

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

eh, i juz thought leh.. i'll nv be together with him*.. unless he notices something good bout mi.. or mayb heaven is trying to be funny/good to me..


i mean.. i gotta be realistic.. his surroundings got so many pretty gers.. in terms of looks, i lose to dont know how many gers liao..


i'm feeling veri ok now.. i mean, like wat i've said before.. watever moments i spent with him, anything related to him.. is my bonus..


no matter wat, i'll try my best.



p/s: i'm realli feeling fine now.. no mood swing at all~

Every girl wants you to be her man
But I'll wait right here
'Til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl
Who gives up just like that
Oh no

The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your #1
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your #1

Everytime that I get
the feeling
You give me something
to believe in
Everytime that I got
you near me
I don't believe that
I want it to be
But you know that
I'm gonna take
my chance now
I'm gonna make
it happen somehow
And you know I can
take the pressure
A moment's pain for
a lifetime pleasure


[Taken from http://www.atomic-kitten.com/lyrics/thetide.htm



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hmm.. this song is veri nice.. heee! suits mi? yeah? i guess so. but i still think, every moment is a bonus. i checked on a uni in brisbane, australia - Queensland University of Technology. Xian is considering to0. i'm getting jennifer to think bout it to0. well, seriously.. i'm considering to0, coz i know i'll MISS everything here! definitely! though its onli 2 years.. but! how to survive? hmm! we shall c, ya?

Monday, January 26, 2004

hmm.. juz woke up.. skipped photography lesson.. haha.. well, this is the 1st lesson that i skipped this sem. i know there'll be another time. haha! but hope not so soon...had a good rest.. i guess, though i lie on my bed since 11pm.. but i onli slpt at around 12+.. hehee..
msged him yesterdae nite, asking if he's free ltr evening to meet up for a dinner. haa.. he didnt reply immediately. :/
then soon, 'ding~~' (a msg received). hee, opening~ its him! haha.. 'Me in camp le. U forgot i am an army boy. haha.:) ' this is exactly wat he replied. haha.. oki! i'm happi! i seriously dont expect much. sometimes, juz a reply from him.. will make mi stay happi for the next few days. haha! interesting? but i dont know y..
hehee..!
oh! yesterdae was xian's bdae.. went to sakae sushi at eastpt mall to eat. wah.. ate alot! love the cakes there! so nice! hehee..guess 6 of us spent bout $80++.. expected. hmm, then weiming came to fetch her.. quite sweet uh..



o**o i think every msg from him, every moments with him.. are gifts from god. i'll treasure them. thnkx! o**o

Sunday, January 25, 2004

wah.. i'm veri tired now.. guess i had 8hrs of slp yesterdae nite.. but, it dont seems to be enough..
oki.. yesterdae.. my cousins came over my place.. then played awhile of mahjong.. lost quite abit.. then my fren called me.. so, i went to my room to chat.. then.. after that, play with my cute little cousin - juan wen for awhile. then i went to slp.. slpt for 30mins.. weiming called mi..(b4 that, huixian called mi and asked if i wanna join em' - juntian, weiming & her - to sing ktv, but i rejected.. partly bcoz i'm to0 tired) asked mi along to celebrate hx's bdae.. coz he wanna celebrate for her ltr.. then oki, this kinda reason.. i wont reject loh.. haa! then changed and waited for juntian to come.. *he drove* waited for almost an hr..
well, at last he came.. oki.. talked n talked in the car.. decided that, its late - not going to sing ktv.. then jt will send us to suntec for dinner.. while he go meet his fren at yishun, i guess.. to have dinner. then return to find us. *they going clubbing after that*


then we went to fei cui to eat.. in total, around $60++. wm treated. thnkx!

hmm.. after that, walked around.. *surprise surprise, saw peiying at suntec* then decided to go sing ktv.. while the guys go clubbing.. booked the room..
then after saying bye to the guys, its around 11pm.. sang till almost 3am.. then we left.. each person bout $36.. kinda ex.. but.. once a year.. nvm..
after that, went to xian's place to stay.. hmm.. cant realli slp at 1st.. but to0 tired..woke up by daddy's call.. asked mi to acc my mummy to go OG ltr..
and, at around 5+.. i gotta reach simei to meet up with xian they all to have dinner at sakae sushi.. xian treating! hehee!
okie! mi leaving! bye!!

Saturday, January 24, 2004

sy juz left. i've juz removed my eye makeup. going to slp soon. now is raining.


oki, this morning.. went to my dad's fren's place at bukit timah. chat with one of the gers there.. guess she's around 25.. erm.. quite pretty.. hehee.. then left to go home to wait for lion dance. upon reaching home, went straight to my aunt's place next door. hmm.. ate abit.. omg.. i guess this CNY.. i've grown at least 2 kgs heavier loh! how!! more fancl lotion to go! hehee!
then pei n eric came.. played awhile of blackjacks.. then around 4++, they left.. oki, eric's car battery flat. hmm.. my uncle helped to connect the cable to the eric's car to make the engine start. hmm.. then after 1/2hr, i received a msg from pei.. saying that they met a little accident bcoz of the cardboard.. luckily, both are fine. hmm.. they reached yishun safely.
then sy n hx came. soon, anna reached to0. then chatted n slacked.. till around 7+.. went to have dinner - steamboat.. then went over to my place, to play mahjong. at my living room..
soon, juntian, marcus, weiming & zhongyao (my sec sch senior, but i dont seem to know him at all.hee) came.. jt drove. then brought them over to my aunt's place to eat steamboat.. haa.. all of them had their dinner alreadi, other than wm. therefore, well.. hehee.. all forced themselves to eat loh.. keke..
then we went back to my place.. then chat awhile.. start to play blackjack.. mi n xian shared the a/c.. won awhile in the beg.. but breakeven in the end. hmm, we started to play mahjong.. oki.. not tt gd.. lost $75 in the end.. :/
hehee... memorable day lah.. it's still one of my best days. bcoz! yeah! ;)
oyasumi nasai!

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

i missed out something in my previous entry. * so i guess, i'll write in a seperate one, with different font & size*

well, while onli mi n him in the mahjong room.. marcus msged mi. i showed him.. he was kinda blur at 1st. then i explained to him.. he smiled n commented that that marcus realli forget bout his these 2 buddies over at my place and onli msg gers. well, haha..
then we waited for wm and hx to settle their stuffs.. he took his hp and wanna take his own pic. *like wat i love to do usualli* hehe! i said i wanna help him, but he hesistated and said that he's shy to take in front of other ppl. haa~
i laughed.
but after they went home.. i realised. i shld have join him in the 1st place and mayb take a look at his phone's 15shots function. haiz! realli regretted! if there's a chance, i'll wanna ask him 1st. hehee..
still feeling happi now!i hope this will nv end.
it has been so long since the last time i realli feel happi, from the deepest part of my heart~

i guess.. today..or shld i say, from 9pm onwards.. till now.. is one of the best parts of my life.
why leh?
coz.. hahaa! expected rite? bcoz of him.. he came over to my place to play mahjong..he suggested it yesterdae morning at 7am.. (that msg brightens up my day!) then, i got my dearest daddy not to play mahjong at home.. hehee..
oki, wait uh.. slowly.. after sch ended, went to wheelocks place with pei n peiying to get pei's phone.. then walk awhile.. (oh! saw the flying dutchman at mac near pacific plaza) then both mi n peiying went to cine to sing KTV.. as usual rite? but something's different.. we juz cant the everything rite.. till around 6pm.. then i start to feel better.. haha! bad rite? sang alot of oldies this time.. hehe.. so nice!
ok, took train back home.. then changed n sat at the sofa to wait for them since 8pm.. wait n wait.. for an hr.. well, i dont mind ya? its worthwhile loh.. soon, they came.. haa.. this time.. i'm not that shy to look at him.. haha.. much better than the past.. went to the mahjong room.. i won alot.. haha! but suddenly, xian's parents called. something happened to her.. i dont wish to elaborate. wish her luck! then she left..
the living room left with mi, juntian & weiming. haa! well.. talked abit bout xian's stuffs.. then juntian suggested to play 3-ppl mahjong. well, ok.. the terms are slightly different.. OMG.. i kept losing to weiming. each game was $7.20! haiz.. luckily, at times.. juntian 'threw' the winning tile to wm.. so i dont need to lose that much.. after that, came juntian's turn to keep winning.. haiz! mi leh? at last! won abit abit.. then mi n wm in the end, lost 10bucks each to juntian.. haa~
they packed the room for me.. threw the drinking cans to the bin. thnkx ya? hee~
oki, guess i'll be having swt drms ltr! hee.. anyway, now is consider the eve of CNY. hehe! happi new year! hope everything will get better n better for me! muack! *i juz dont wish to close my eyes.. everything is so nice for mi juz now*there'll b another time rite?*

Monday, January 19, 2004

eh, how to start leh? guess it has been days since i last wrote my last a proper blog. hmm, now listening to atomic kittens - whole again. haha.. so nice.. recently, i'm so crazy over their few songs: whole again, if u come to me, tide is high, eternal flame & ladies night. hehee.. listening to em over n over again. if got chance, i would like to go take a look at their brand of clothes in their country.
ok, went for manicure yesterdae at International Building.. took cab down from my house, coz that bus.14 juz dont wanna come. and after i decided to cross the street to take cab, there goes 2 bus. 14!! rude rite! haiz.. end up, spent 10bucks on the cab. after that, the ger advised me to change to french painting (other than pink & white) coz it will last longer. ok, she chose for me the color.. milky pink.. so dolly.. haha.. then the tip, she uses glitters.. nice.. but somehow, i guess.. this pink dont realli suits me.. well, its dolly! nvm!
juz now went for driving lesson, god! was at the upward slope at the traffic junction.. then didnt control well the clutch.. the engine stalled. haiz.. luckily the benz bhind mi didnt horn mi.. thnkx.. hehe..
ok, tml going to sing KTV with peiying.. as usual.. guess she's now at home practising to sing Fish Leong's old songs.. hahaa! think tml we'll have great fun again! then after that, gotta rush back bedok for mahjong session.. haa.. juntian msged mi this morning to ask if i'm interested in a mahjong session over at my place.. well, of coz.. definitely!
so in the end, contacted sy.. hehe.. luckily she didnt reject. hope i'll win lotsa lotsa tml! yeah!
oki, going to do Biz law tutorial.. hmm, as for those online tutorials.. haven attempt.. how? i need some help in that.. coz i'm juz to0 lazy to go retrieve the notes online..

Saturday, January 17, 2004

-by atomic kittens [extract]

Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right


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ok, this is a nice song~ agree? something that i find it realli suits me.. wat i realli wanna say? hehee!

winnie! hehee.. i'm ms dolly.winnie! haha! eh, well.. also got no idea why suddenly my frens gave mi the nick of winnie the pooh.. then i 'modified' the name to dolly.winnie! hehee.. eh, then pei is eeyore` peiying is piglet (guess bcoz of her size).. then lydia's the tigger.! keke..
well.. today.. kinda tiring.. tml guess i wont be going down to the briefing by mr.pon on the orientation.. hope he dont call mi.. juz confirmed with him that i'll be going down tml.. but u c, so boliao! i mean.. i dont mind going down for an hr.. but after that, i got nothing to do.. ok, if go orchard.. but i sun will be going down for french painting.. i mean.. no point rite? haiz..
anyway, tml i guess i'll be at home.. doing my tutorials? hehee.. then evening go have reunion dinner with my ahma they all.. eh, then can c my cute cute cousin - juanwen! kekee!
okie! tats all, i guess~

Thursday, January 15, 2004

wéll.. juz returned home from bugis.. shop n shop with peiying.. round n round there.. ok, at last! i bought one top from DCP.. and she at last, at last.. found 2 tops from U2 sale column.. haha.. haiz..
guess tml going to buy shoes loh.. hope i can find a cheap n nice one from VNC?
i realised something, i dont like to go home.. coz whenever i reach home.. i'll think of switching on my laptop.. and alwayz, alwayz read/see something that i dont wish to read/see.. hey, this realli makes mi -_- !


same old wish: happiness for myself!

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

[currently feeling lost & abit depressed]


well, how to xpress?
erm.. ok, i shall start from.. the beg of the day! woke up, thinking that i might lose my voice? haha. but i didnt! then ok, the alarm clock spoilt! thnkx god that i have such a great mummy to wake mi up and send mi to sch (actualli its my daddy who sent mi)~ hehe.. watever, they are both the best!
reach sch, realised that i brought wrong notes for tutorial ltr - brought b.law instead of tax~ well, let it be.. its ms yong who's teaching.. who cares! haiz.. *opps* bla bla.. my RFA tutor gives mi a feeling of - cant smile! she was so strict loh.. until the break.. then she slightly to give some smiles.. thnkx manz.. or else, guess i'll get the whole class to write a letter and beg her to smile..:/
ok, sch ended.. i got a feeling that i dont wanna return home, coz i might feel sad. dont know y, juz had that feeling.. but in the end, no where to go so! went home loh! in the train.. saw one handsome guy! hehee.. named leon tang, i guess? hehe.. but guess he's attached.. eh, he's a NS guy or wat lah.. think 20+ loh.. but blue color uniform leh.. dont know wat's that..
then return home.. soon, on my laptop.. ok. cool.. read something that i dont wish to see.. made mi had a feeling that i'm back at one. they're enjoying the company of each other.. but here, i'm feeling depressed. well, this is life rite? sometimes, i guess.. this is a torture by the nature..PLEASE!
saw a photo of tony leung & carina lau. one so handsome, the other so pretty! its a prefect couple! i juz hope.. that my love life will be like them.. though i guess, they nv thought of getting married(read from an article that carina dont wish to get married).. but, they're realli living happily..
well, i guess i gotta stop thinking to0 much.. next, i guess i need to go touch on my MA tutorial that ended so fast that i onli copied the answers, and today's TAX tutorial..
wish myself happiness!

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

hmm.. i'm so tired now! but no matter wat, i'll write something.. coz today is a great day! went KBox at Cineleisure with peiying.. from 3pm.. sang all the way to 9pm.. guess we're juz to0 cool! hehe.. sang so much songs loh! till.. hahaa.. that particaular song, both of us sang 3 times then sounds oki - coz keep 'walk voice'.. rite peiying! haha..!
eh.. actualli other than this, nothing much bout today loh.. eh, mayb juz now loh.. chat with xian.. she abit troubled.. well, stress ar!
now i still in holiday mood! how uh? :/

Monday, January 12, 2004

it's monday again! well, woke up feeling quite energetic but abit sad bcoz of my ulcer. sad! this ulcer realli spoilt my day~ soon, its 12noon. going for lunch! sch's over for the day! hehee!
so, as usual.. seepiao, pei, lydia, peiying & i sat at one corner.. talking crap.. soon.. its 1pm++ lydia gotta go meet ahloke.. pei had to go to work.. peiying? went home, i guess.. seepiao.. go meet gf.. mi?! go driving loh! sian! on the train.. almost fall aslp while standing.. hehe! i was thinking then: jialat! hope ltr the engine dont stall..
ok! reach the centre.. felt so great again! saw all the instructors.. everyone gave mi a smile.. hehe.. as usual, joked with mi.. haha.. ok.. tried test route 1,2 & 8.. cool.. hehe.. everything was fine! i've to start collecting luck from now till 18th feb ya?! hehee.. oki.. need to take a rest liao..

Sunday, January 11, 2004

well, i'm doing nothing rite now.. xian is over at my house now.. chatting over the phone with erm! hehe...
juz now went to tampiness with her.. bought a pearl monkey from mac. hehe.. 2.80bucks.. well, juz feel like buying something to pamper myself. hehee.. so cute loh!


eh, tml got driving lesson.. wah.. i veri long drive liao.. guess since last tues.. remmeber? my evaluation? kekee! tml guess, will b driving the 1st few test routes.. hope i can make it? hehee..
well, nite nite!

Saturday, January 10, 2004

well.. woke up at around 9++ this morning.. msg him if we'll still be meeting up. waited till around 12noon.. he replied! haa.. saying that he's on his way booking out.. will give mi a call when reach sin.
erm, okie.. i waited.. till around 3pm.. sy called mi and asked y i'm still at home.. so, i've decided to give him a msg again.. ask if we're still meeting up. he replied veri fast.. apologized and said that he had to wait for his mum and fetch her to work. and apologized again. so, i forgave him~ well, its an acceptable reason..
in the meanwhile, i was playing mahjong with my family members.. mayb bcoz i wasnt concentrating, i kept throwing tiles for them to win. god! in the end.. i lost about nealy hundred bucks.. cool rite? hehee, luckily! juz played for fun.. mayb they pitied mi..hahaa~
well.. rush to orchard to meet anna n siewyan.. while waiting for em, i went topshop and bought a pair of jeans that cost around 77bucks(after dist).. then went to eat at jap restaurant.. i ordered cold soba.. so nice.. hehe.. juz love it! then shop around taka and went to Fancl to buy the body lotion.. as usual, nv offer.. cost around $28. hmm... shop n shop.. by then, alreadi 9++.. then went kino.. both of em bought some stationaries.. then i went to topman to get a key pouch for myself.. $13.. so, conclusion for the day: What a Day?!

well, he replied.. and now, i'm still waiting..
luck.. i need more luck~ :)

luck~ guess luck is all i need. wish mi luck k?

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

happi or sad?
i dont know..
today is full moon.. i've prayed..
i hope moon goddess will let all my wishes will come true! thnkx!

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

haha.. well~ he replied. i'm happi~
will be meeting up on sat for a meal.. guess will have to confirm with him on fri.. pray for mi k? that we'll eventually meet up. hehee.!
anyway, today had my evaluation.. stupid.. while doing directional change, kena kerb. stupid rite? argh! but nvm lah. the rest was still acceptable.. booked my TP liao.. 18th Feb.. hehe.. now my a/c bal left less than $140.00.. beginning bal was $2000.00! can u imagine? argh! oki, gotta start praying for mi that i'll pass the 1st time round k?
eh.. 3 hrs ltr.. peiying will b 19 year old! kekee.. *Happi BDae* i still not sure bout the plan.. guess gotta ask lydia again ltr~ but i miss singing K~
currently: feeling - happi! - surprised! - abit sad! - blur! - but overall happi!!!!

i juz did something funny early in the morning juz now: msg him.. OMG~ went to msg him that if he's free during the weekends to meet up for a meal. juz i'm crazy. i know he wont reply.. haiz.. forget it. juz let it be. i juz think, its time for me to do something.. watever, wish mi luck~
anyway, ltr i'll be having my evaluation for driving.. luck for mi to0? thnkx!

Monday, January 05, 2004

hehee! today is my 1st day of school for year2 (2nd half). hehe.. nothing much..
realli regret taking up photography as one of my IS modules.. nothing but view photos. oki, i hope i can be more interested in it as time passes. my other module - PQS (productive & quality studies). eh.. the tutor sounds so funny loh.. hehee... he can laugh after afew sentences he said, when we all are feeling -_- . hehee..
hmm.. then lessons ended at noon. so fast! haiz.. went with peiying n lydia to chinatown. was in the bus with pei also.. chat n joke, as usual.. sometimes.. i realli miss u guys, i juz love talking craps with u ppl! kekee... eh, as usual.. ate alot today.. haiz.. cant tahan myself at times.. hahaa! mayb bcoz peiying loves to eat also.. our fav question for today: eh, nice hor? wanna eat anot? okay lah.. eat lah..
haha.. well, on my way back.. mr. pon called me.. surprise surprise~ hehee..wished mi HNY and after that, asked mi if i remembered signing up a dunno wat form.. then i laughed.. OMG! is the form that wans us to help out during orientation. kekee! have to go briefing on Jan 17th.. sian!!
anyway, guys! i PASSED my advance theory!! kekee! quite happi.. oki! wish mi luck luck luck that i'll pass my evaluation tml so that i can go book my TP ya? plz!! pray for me!! *muackz*

time for dinner! ;)

Sunday, January 04, 2004

BORED!
i'm here doing nothing~ i'm juz to0 lazy to go over huixian's place: tell u, if xian's staying at where anna used to stay.. i'll definitely go over! :P


guess meixin n siewyan are still over there now.. mayb they're playing 3-persons mahjong~ hee..well, sorry! i'm juz too lazy n my mahjong is available now~
eh.. juz now, i guess huixian told mi that the guy who xchanged no with sy on 31st dec drives car. cool uh? but juz now.. i realli cant b bothered to listen to wat she realli said. well, mayb abit of moodswing loh? coz i've been reading stuffs that i dont wanna know. this made me feeling veri veri sian! and disappointed!
seriously, xian.. not that i'm not interested in wat u said juz now. but juz like wat it's written above: i've been reading things that i dont wanna c at all.
i'm realli tired!

sch is reopening tml! well, guess ltr will need to contact pei to confirm the time to meet up tml morning. as usual~ haiz! i realli dont have the mood for sch reopen~ i wanna slack at home.. i've not been realli enjoying this holiday.. did went on 2 tours - bangkok (with family) & genting (with xian n meixin). but! guess i realli didnt enjoy loh. then guess, the 2 most memorable parts of this holiday is 24th dec n 31st dec? oki, summary abit.. 24th dec: went shopping with xian. bought accessories to go along with my gown for my dearest cousin's wedding on the 25th dec. then, went for manicure n eyebrow trimming~ hehee.. then both of us met up with siewyan to go Marriott Hotel to chat & for a drink. cool.. i forgot the name of the cocktail that i ordered. then went to find zhishen at around 11++pm. then rush back to the hotel to countdown.. hehee! soon, marcus called and said they're nearby and came over to meet us. onli marcus & weiming came~
we're supposed to go for supper after that.. but, to0 bad.. i received a call from my sis saying that my daddy waited for mi secretly.. haha! so, i gotta rush back home loh. (who knows! daddy slpt juz b4 i got home! i shld have stay over there for supper) but xian also have to rush home coz her mum waited for her the whole nite, wanting to celebrate with her. ya.. haiz!
as for 31st dec, i wrote in the blog alreadi~ suntec countdown party!
hey! i'm still feeling -_- !! i need to do something or hear something to brighten up my day manz!! argh!!!

heee.. juz add a new feature to my blog - playing of midi files. keke.. currently: dreaming of you!



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"Late at night when all the world is sleeping.
I stay up and think of you.
And I wish on a star,
That somewhere you are thinking of me too.

*'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me.

Wonder if you ever see me, and I
Wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes,
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day, and the courage to say
How much I love you.
(yes I do)"

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so nice rite? hehee..i'm so in love with this song!

anyway, let's talk abit bout my today's activities~ eh, overall, had alot of food! erm.. yesterdae went to xian's place to stay.. b4 that, met up with marcus, weiming n xian.. siewyan was with me.. to siglap cafe cartel to chat..*but wait! someone is missing rite? haha!* hmm.. realli nice.. keke! as usual.. joke joke joke.. guess we wont b serious with weiming around~ haaa..! then this morning, xian's dad bought wanton mee for both of us to eat.. watched elva's latest MTVs at her place.. she's so pretty loh!! oki! after that, came back home while xian went to meet anna n siewyan to orchard to shop. soon, daddy called back and say wanna bring us out to eat wanton mee! haha! then went to marina metro sale~ well, seriously.. nothing much left there.. and i dont like the crowd and the mess over there.. it makes mi wanna puke loh! then went to eat KFC - mummy suggested~ cool rite? haiz.! eat eat eat!! sometimes, i realli cant control myself! i realli love food loh!!
oki, buy more fancl body lotion? hahaa! good k? highly recommended by me!!
ya, anyway.. guess i'll be getting my advance test results on tues.. wish me luck k?! and by then, i hope i can pass my module 2 evaluation so that i can go book my TP! yeah! good luck, ting! hehe!!

Friday, January 02, 2004

*listening to Elva's Zui Shou Xi De Mo Shen Ren*
i dont know wat i'm thinking now. chat with huixian juz now, she asked mi to initiate. everyone ask mi to do so. but i guess i cant let go my pride, u know wat i mean?
thinking the situation at June's cafe at katong on my bdae 2003. pei called him, hoping that he would answer the call. i went to pay the bill. when i returned, pei handed me my phone.. i almost cry. i was so shocked then. u c, i nv expect i would still talk to him. he wished me happi bdae. i remembered how i apologized to him, saying that my frens are crazy.. went to call him and kept saying sorry that i might be disturbing him. and there he was, so nice.. kept telling me: its ok, nvm.. realli nvm..
i know, as what that phrase said.. i'm onli worth 50marks.. how can i expect to get a 100marks bf~
i guess i'm that type who's not going to initiate anything unless i'm pretty certain i'll get a nice ending~
*alot of thoughts on my mind now, but i juz dont know how to write them in words, nor say them out verbally*


ok, back to reality.. guess huixian is attached now? hehee.. happi for her, realli! i hope weiming can give her happiness.. huixian: if u're reading this, do try to forget ur past and juz store the memories in ur heart. continue with ur life and live to the fullest~ also, do remember to wish me luck, in everything~

Thursday, January 01, 2004

' i grade myself 50marks, how can i ask for a 100marks boyfren?' -by anita mui, when replying to the question as to whether she likes andy lau.
i find it veri meaningful and it definitely suits my situation now. what can i do? can someone tell me?

hey hey! 1st entry eh~ wat to say leh? ok, yesterdae was eve of new year 2004. cool.. *summary ar* went suntec countdown party with marcus, juntian, weiming, siewyan & huixian. well.. at 1st dont wish to join em.. coz we assumed that they might wanna know more gers.. we might 'obstruct' them ya? haa! then we realised.. that place is so big.. seems so lost.. ok, then gave a call back to em.. went to join em. ok, dance dance dance (but the songs there.. dont realli suit us gers~ haa) after that, guess these few guys got abit drunk.. weiming vomited outside the toilet~ haa~ well, after that went for breakfast at simpang bedok.


ok. then today.. nothing much loh.. went to robinson s.c with family and mummy bought a bag. after that, went to a veri remote place to have jap food. hehee! nice nice~ yummy yummy~
ok, guess i'll stop here.. blog again when free! meow!

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